daddiie___//mummiie </33

todayy woke up earlyy as meeting yokiie and thErock at CWP-inter-goingg for sports day at stadiumm.. hmm ii am running for the 4 X 100m relay gurls.andd i noe ii am gonna lose.keke.and the result came out and iit was reli the last runner-i guess... 1 position was tini, 2nd postion was yokiie, 3rd position was miie and last runner up was huii^2.. morning nvrr eat.jus ate a hersheys choc as breakfast and drink some plain water.kekeke.

P called me andd toldd me he patch wiif hiis stead...yar>..that iis none of my concern.he shouldn't have break wiith hiis steadd iin the fiirst place and they 3yrs liiao lurhh.aiyyaa.ii tiink dhey both should try tuh no each other inseide well.so wad is is 3yrs where you dunno the prsn inner heart but only the outer surface of the person.wiish dhey two can last LONGGGGGGGGGGG LONGGGGGGGGGG///#

after sports day, he asked me whether wan go watch moovie.okkiies.ii thot.so ii askedd mummiie whenn we goiing msiia.she sayy that before 4pm come home.cuz we going at arnd 6pm.siian lurhh.he need go home change clothes so ii followedd hiim.he went up his house andd dhen ii stayedd at the staiircase dhere waiitiing..hmm... liisten tuh songs. dhen he came out and asked me go iin tuh hiis house.ii wanted tuh giif hiim my WEIRD look.keke.but nvrr.ii was relii tiiredd--YAWN..ii went to hiis house.--OMG...his house was cleaner andd niicer of wad iis expected iit to be-so cann guess how niice le lurh..heex.the living room iis liike a palace hall lurhh.ii siit on hiis sofa andd wann fall alspp.keke...

we went tuh watch "MR BEAN HOLIDAY" wiif hiim,a 2N? gurl, rofiiqoh andd a guy.hmmm... quiite funniie lurhh.dhen watch fiiniishh ii go eat mac donald...haahaa...a filet burger,nugets and fries-big eater..keke...

siian siia.home le..wan go msiia ltr...haiis...

tata...LOVES~

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niice riite the strawberryy.keke.swet siia.YUMMIIES.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
4:21 PM

siian siia.woke up andd oso dunn feel liike going tuh schh.heex.dunnoe whiie//tiiredd lurhhs..slp late.wake up earlyy.siian siia.crystalle and herr frens asked me go watch mooviie wiif dhem...ii wanna go but mummy dun let me out during weekdays as she sayy iit will affect my studiies ever since ii got my CA report book backk..sobxx sobxx... ii wan get good resutlts for miid yrr and get back my FREEEEEEDOM.keke.

dhen P sms miie sayiing he iis not comiing schh as he iis not feelin well...well, do takkaiire ii thot..heardd that P hadd been siickk forr dayys lle.morning ii was tiiredd.the fiirst-two periodds was E maths-iit is terrible forr me.ii nearlyy fall alseep.ii hadd no textbook....][cuz lost liiao][..heex.

1st recess,ii recieved a call...the gurl asked miie ii and his steadd iis wad relationshiip.OMG.ii was reli frustrated.HALO>???!!!! frens okkie???wad else yoo wann us tuh be.LAME questiion..BLRRRR.nvmm..ii done NTH wrong..

dhen engliish periiod we hadd a engliishh quiiz tested from straits tiime.ii quiickly doo finishh and "pomp" fall aslpp..dhen BQ woke me up telling me we goiing musiic room do our cheer.OMG..honestly,when ii look at our cheer and the dance steps..ii must admiit iit was reli messy and the steps iis.....FUNNY??haahaa.NO OFFENCE...but mayybe iit iis jus different ppl think differently...okkie..no more of thiis..keke.

todayy is reli a bad bad dayy for me.cuz ytrd stalle told me kwok hwee sayy ii was in-charge of the mascot thiingy.am iit is reli asshole when no one even told miie tuh do.iit was ariff actually.ii was mad because sports day is jux tmrr.ii feel so fucked-up..no mood thw whole dayy...siianx.

went home.waiited for S as because he gorrt choiice.ahhlahh...SO TIREDD.especially have so many books to carry.dhen raining summore.aiya.todayy jus iin very badd mood.CAN'T ii jux be happy for the 1 whole day???

DEADDDDD... x(

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
5:33 PM

todayy woke up late.so nvrr go schh.keke.lazii.actually wake up liiao-5:45am dhen went backk slpp.keke.wh3n wake up was 7:00am liiao.mummy asked iif whether going to schh now okkayy??dhen ii toldd her will get detention dhen niid stay backk sch.mummy sayy rather dhun go.haahaa.funn..

went to blk 614 dhere.slp till 11am plus when my fren call me.iit took me an hour just to get myself ready.iit was oledi 12pm when ii meet him.cuz ii was going to buy my lunch onlyy.and he was dhere to accompanyy me onlyy.ii ate KFC-which he treat me.niice of hiim-but feel paiisehh oso,use ppl money tuh get my stomach FULL.dhen go buy minced meat noodle forr my auntiies.dhen went NTUC buy sweets.bought a choc for his sisterr.keke.

went back home and use the com awhile.dhen my cousin came backk wiif hiis boii^2.dhen my cousiin wan use dhen ii went off to slpp.Sheevash asked whether iif we cann meet.andd dhat iis of course lurhh.but ii doze off at 1pm liidatt.actually intendd tuh wakke up at 3pm buddenn still wakke up at 6pm.LATE LURHH..cuz gorrt piano lesson at 6:30pm.ii quiicklyy bathe and luckily mummy is goiing yishun so she sent me dhere.nvrr late.

when playing,ii admit dhat ii played very awful.haahaa.mustt jiiaayou lerh.or not how am i going tuh compose my song when a simple music ii can't play well??sadx.when home,ii called sheevash andd asked whiie he use other ppl fon tuh call me.ii thot teacher confiscated hiis fon.he saiid no-iis bcuz of the oral exam.dhen my the other fren called me as sheevash was unfree.ii tok tuh hiim when ii was on the bus.went got off the bus,ii saw zhengwei standing dhere waiiting for someone,listening to his MP3.ii was dhen toking on the fon happily,ii guess from my expression,he shpuld noe ii am HAPPY wiithout hiim.yeaa.andd that's true anywayy.ii pretended norrt tuh see hiim.when walked pass him,ii on the fon immediately sayy-aiyyaa,see someone who ii shouldn't be seeing.

but real lahh.few days ago.-ii guess less than 2days, ii told mummiie dhat ever since ii break wiith zhengwei,ii nvrr see hiim liiao.dhen mummiie asked iif whether ii wanna see hiim.OF COURSE NORT LAH.ii wun wanna be that iidiiot anyymore.keke.ii have a mature thinking liiao.

no dinner forr us-family.so we jus fry some fries and sotong balls.haiis.QUITE niice larhh.heex.

goinn off.
niitex.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:14 PM

haiishh.todayy veryy tiired..haahaa.iin engliish class ii reli sleep lurhh.so nvrr listen tuh wad mr jason quek iis tokiing about.haahaa.recess tiime i was reli iirritating as ii jus woke up.ate a plate of vegetarian food cuz at 11.15am niid go music room assemble as we have performance later.haiishh..scaredd scaredd.

in the musiic room we was busy making up..practise our damce step-abiit only.dhen we went to the hall to prepare ourselves.wiith the make up on my face,ii was totally embarrass.the make up was worse dhan wadd ii had imagined.keke.we performed twiice-lower sec and upper sec.thiis made me more scaredd summore.TWICE lehh... mr sebastiian says dhere iis alorrt of comments from the upper sec ppl.haiis.expectedd thiis tuh happenn derhh lurh.='(

we asked comment from other ppl.-some say boring.some say nice.some say no syncronization][TRUE][.we better work hard so dhat we cann get silver for SYF which is on the 23rd april.stress out and totally tiiredd.he sendd me home todayy.hmm.

feel liike slpiing and sleep.
niitex.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:00 PM

hmm....todayy feeling abiit frustrated.dunnoe whiie.earlii morniing gorrt ppl giime choc and hello kitty biscuit.haahaa.as ii LOVE kiity alorrt.so he didn't contact mie untiil recess tiime.saw hiimm wiif hiis frens.smiile at hiim.keke.dhen he saiid he wanna waiit for me for dance.ii told hiim okk.budden iin the endd ii told hiim tuh go home.

mummy actually wanna fetchh me,cuz ii niid go buy "tights" for tmrr dance performance.stupid riite>?? buyy iit and wear iit ONCE onlyy.waste moneyy lehh.tiink we riich??allahh.

HW and JC was waiiting for crystalle as she had choir.so ii and ayuniie waiitedd awhile.haiish..the JC shy shy one dhen won't talk derhh.. ii told crystalle ii giive up talking tuh hiim.he iis like smillingg tuh me or closiing hiis eyes-resting.so ii tok tuh ayuniie. he thot ii was angryy and he msged me telling me sorry..hais.ii am norrt angry lurh.jus thiinkiing why he shy shy and dunn tok.keke.ii and ayunie walked backk.

heardd crystalle told me that he asked her whether ii gorrt otherr guys..andd thiis reli piss me off.ii hate this kind of ppl..askk other people.and jus simply made me embarrass.he can't even spare a thot for me...ii duuno iisit bcuz he is a malay and he just con't simply understand wadd ii am thinkiing.honestly.ii thiink he iis sorrt of controlling in wadeva ii do.haiis.waddeva he liike tuh thiink, up to him lahh,,ii am tiiredd liiao.

took whenn goiing msiia.the sun was extreme beautiful...keke

att the hospitall.-eatiing liike nvrr eat forr dayys.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:44 PM

was at msia...so unable to upload blogg.siian ahh at dhere.meet ah tek and hao and we sat down and chat.iit has been quite a long tiime we met liiao lurh.from CNY till now.haahaa.actually ii was slpiing.dhen they woke me up and we went out drink "tea".haahaa.fun siia tokiing tuh dhem..di siao siao derhh.kekeke.

before that, we got go watch performance bout the "chen jin pei" taiwanese actress/joker.haahaa.

next morning,not reli slp lahh.dhen bathe and went to hospital to visit grandpa.went see him,ii was so sad for hiim.grandpa so old le.haiishh.dhen went back singapore.siian lurh..weather was extreme hot.haiis.tmrr schh le.must slp.ornot liike panda liiao.haahaa.

niite niite

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:45 PM

todayy iis friidayy.that means that schh ends earlyy.haha.but going msiia oso.during P.E, we did cheering.dhen Mr Tan come and kpkb lurhs.fcuks siia.tell me thiis andd that. myy liife he care so muchh forr???? he is jus a NORMAL PE teacher,ewww...he is a person who is paid to work.not insult-just sayiing.he made me fed up.he is liike looking down on ppl.HATEX.

dance,ii went off earliier at arnd 2.45pm as ii am going home to bathe and meet yokethin,bernice and crystalle at pasir ris. we went eat and elias mall dhere.it was the same place where mummy brought us dhere before andd she couldn't findd herr wayy,making us all starving.dhen dhey order food..hmmm.niice..niice.but didn't eat much.well it concern of two reason.-no appetite and oso paiisehh lurhs.haahaa.ii and yoke thin was liike talking tuh each other.hmm the jun cai sit besiide me,made me feel paiisehh oso. afterr dhat, dhey paiid for the biills.ii thiink quite expensiive barhs.yoke thin,bernice and me wanted tuh pay back dhem money,but jun cai sae no niid.haiis.liike dat liike very badd.eat for free.haiish...dhen afterwards,we took cab go home.split money and pay for the taxi fare.reach home about 9pm.veryy tiiredd.haahaa...

well,overall..todayy iis a quiite happy dayy.shenglong asked me out on sundayy.ii oso dunno return from msia liiao mahh.iif norrt mayybe goiing out wiif hiim..dhen b4 goiing home--waiiting for cab,jun cai asked iif whether sundayy free..ahlahh..see fiirst lor.iif can dhen choose one to go out wiif bahh.but the bad thing is-jun cai so shy...he sae nth derhh..dhen ii oso dunnoe wadd tuh sae tuh hiim...aiyoyoyo... =P

niitex.pushiinq myself tuh bed and go into maii kiity world.][todayy doze off in dance practice][ kekeke.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:35 PM

nthh tuh wriite.jus stress up with all my homework.cuz nvr handup geography workbook, A and E maths worksheet, chemistry homework,physics homework.hell..haiis...canot slack slack liiao.or not can't catch up.siian... TIRED.veryy sleepy,sleep in english and E maths lessons.haiis.not ii wan derhh.BLAME my eyes,,,kekeke

my kiity blogg cute horr??? ii lurrve iit tuh death.haaahaaa.norrt so kua zhang lahh.keke

=22.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:22 PM

heex.todayy raiiniing dhen assemble iin class.haahaax.mass run was held iin the hall.we do aerobics.yeww.do sit-ups lahh..push up and all sorts.==summore iin a DIRTY floorr.dhen iit was englishh..spelling...hooooorrayy!!! ii gorrt 14/15.haahaa.nvrr studyy oso cann gett thiis markk.kekekeke...dhen chemistry-went to the AVA...nthh liiao lorr.Recess tiime..hmm..nvrr eatt.jus drink green tea.dhen the guy-P just passed me a lolliop.kekeke.thankkeww.gorrt sweet eatt lo.after dhat went for class.

Social studies was not reli dhat boriing lorr dhan usual tiime.cuz Mdm Sal was showing P.P slides dhen copy note and dhats' iit.Geography,ii did norrt briing my textbook and workbook so aiiyaa jus heckkare the lesson lorr.ii half-wayy stomach was liike crampiing.wahh--veryy paiin.wantedd tuh go down buy panadol derhh.dhen ii jus go toilet and rest.but after awhile,feel much better andd went backk class liiao.2nd recess agaiin.stayyed iin class.dhen went out talk wiith P and went backk iin.when assemble,he siited besiide miie..hmm..dunnoe whiie ii just feel veryy paiisehh liidatt..dunn dare tuh look straight at him.haiishh..

JUST HOPE EVERYTHING GETS BETTER.

放学后,我陪crystalle去找他的男朋友,因为他来接她...好幸福哦...羡慕羡慕..哈哈!crystalle 便介绍一位她的朋友给我认识...长得不错...但是看上人家,不代表人家也会看上我...crystalle 说我和他有夫妻相...我的天啊!!!看了之后,我都不人为有什么夫妻相咯...

mummy keep askiing me go home eat her fried riice-mostly should noe how it taste as she dun cook so often.haahaa.she asked me to do somethings on the net for herr andd ii went to take a bath and go for my piano lesson.wahh.last week miss one lesson,kena scolding from her.haahaa.beiing sorrt of grounded as ii didn't get good results for my test.haiishh.ii must buck up or not ii wiil be LOCKED forever...keliian..][poor miie][...

=21.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:07 PM

今天有去上学...乖吧!!哈哈!!很累咯今天...好想一直睡啊睡...

Crystalle and Jaslyn neberr come...

first lesson was CHEMISTRY...well.it is one of myy fav lesson.cuz the teacher is not boring,cann biie funny at times.tat's whiie.folo by chinese.also okkiie larhs.teacher nvrr reli teachh muchh.2 classmates went out of the class and she had to go catch dhem back so wasted quite some time.dhen she asked me tuh read a passage but ii was having sorethroat,so in the endd ii nvrr readd..keke.afterr tiis was english lesson.a relief teacher,Mr Quek came in as Mdm saratha was on MC.heardd ppl sae iis 1 mth MC.OMG...dunno wadd happen tuh herr lurrh.WIISH HER WELL BAH.heexx.so ii went tuh the toilet and Quek Hong call miie.we chatted awhile dhen ii hang up llerhh.

1st recess ,ii nvrr ate anything as ii have no appetite.NO POK!!!haahaa.see the guy ii will reli laugh lorr.dunn sayy liiao.ltr gett too high.keke.

dhen physics SPA...aiiyaa.todayy the experiment was quite simple...and this is the 1st time ii gorrt so accurate..haha..MIRACLES!!!dhen biio.....dhen recess.ii stayyed iin class.the guy corr miie andd ii went down tuh the 1st floor.he pass me a box of sweet.wahh..free sweet lehhs.haahaa.who dunwann.keke..anyyway thx tuh hiim lorr.=P

mayybe everyone deserved a chance.ii thot and thot.whie must ii be so racis????can't ii look everyone equally?angryy wiith myself...ii wann see whether he truly love miie not.LOVE iis not everything.ii jus dun likke beiing threaten oso.hope afterr thiis he will understandd me better.

dance ii did not dance cuz ii was not feeliing well.ii am having pains which result uncomfortable aroundd myy "area" dhere.so paiisehh..haiis.for wad eva, let nature take it courses.

ii hope no such situation for me AGAIN lerhh...

miis my 2 sotongs-ZHIWEN & AHWEE.haahaa

LOVE mayy norrt exist now...but iit can biie nurture duriing thiis relationshiip ii hope.=)

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:15 PM

今天没有去上学。因为我真得很烦不想要面对他。。我觉得自己很自私。我对他冷淡又骗他很多事-感情或其他。我要他了解我现在的心情，可是在我怎么看，他好像一点都不了解我。我现在也不知如何是好。我想和他提分手，可是问题出在--我不懂怎样开口！！

我真的要谢谢一位男生。他是妹妹的朋友的哥哥。他陪了我差不多要一整天。他真的能弄我从雨天变晴天那种心情。就算是一个我不怎么熟的朋友都好像比较了解我。可笑。。。哈哈。装傻吧！我们很早就到JURONG POINT.那里很多点都还没开营-][这也是废话][ 我们到 MC-café 喝水然后很开心地谈起话来。和他说话我几乎忘了所有的烦恼。值得值得。。然后我就看他赛车。。过后我们去看电影-JUST FOLLOW LAW.然后我们就到楼上玩 POOL.我学到了一个新游戏。。哈哈。下次有空我要到哪里玩-谢谢你哦！！！

很多事发生，我也不想写在这里。。不然下次看了会勾起伤心的事。。我只想要一个简简单单的生活，而不是一个用自己命来威胁我的男朋友--很幼稚，不是吗？都已经17岁的人了，别人听了都会觉得可笑-好像是我养你长大的。。。

我要快乐!!!!!!!!!!!

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
4:07 PM

DUN WIISH TUH ANSWER ANY CALLS.PLEASE REFRAIN FROM CALLING ME OR MESSAGE ME..
II AM RELI CONFUSED NOW!!!LET ME BREATHE.][ii dun kkare hu eww are.just please.let me cool myself.][

请不要打电话或发简讯给我...我很烦躁...让我有一个空间呼吸好吗??

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:06 PM

ii feel like cryiinq all to myselff.ii am reli confusedd.ii hate myself.ii dunn wanna tuh face the fact.

one is because of this gurl.ii dun wiishh tuh call her biitch or argue with herr anymorre.iit jux create one more trouble to miie.ii rather we settle outsiide or ourselves.iit iis paiin wiith one more hurt especiially to a friiend which ii am close to last tiime.haiish..well.ii askedd her.she whether she wan to settle among ourselves or wadd.okiie.we managed tuh tok and say sryy tuh eachh otherr.ii feel more relax noww.maybiie hating summone rlei creates another problem to oneself.ii jus hope whenever we see other,we will jus smil.no frowning or wadsoeva.yes.ii admiit we are norrt perfect.and ii reli do wanna apologize tat ii cor eww names.iif iit were me,i wun feel good too.

ii am oso confusedd in relationship now.ii dun dare tuh face hiim AT ALL.ii feel ii am so...selfish.SELFISH MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!ii reli dunnwan go schh tmrr.ii feel ii am reli droppinqq.ii tok tuh tis guy and ii told hiim bout my problems.he is reli a joker.ii can reli laugh out loud.

DYING OF MADNESS....everyythingg come so suddenn.

我真的很想做回你的公主...但是一切并不是你想象中那么简单...我还是很爱你的...我希望你能记得:太子是属于公主.

=18.03.2007=
小欣欣

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
4:35 PM

morningg.see the "

" blogg... mother fcukerr. ii dun wiish tuh corr eww names and eww are the one hu startedd iit.ii diidn't giif eww "names" but wadd forr? yea..so wadd iif i am horny?!!??eww?! nth better.DESPERATE. ii reli wiish to giive eww a BIG tight slap.norrt onlii ii am against eww. dun ask miie look into the miirror lahh.. ii habb seen myself iin the mirror for 14yrs plus.ii tiink iit is tyiime for eww tuh look into the miirror.ii habb ppl liike eww jealous arh?sae larhh!!! iif ii habb a penis or wad eva, ii oso wun wanna fuck eww. reli lahh.ii am going tuh ask eww say sorry.eww the one hu started iit.the arrogant face of urs i reli cannort tahan.

well.enuff all all thiis nonsense.. ii feel veryy fuck up now.

junjie todayy tell miie tat he like miie.OMG..askk miie whether he gorrt the chance anorrt.ii oso dunnoe how tuh answer hiim.dhen ii jux tok tuh hiim on the fon.ii realise dhere iis nth in common in miie and sheevash anymore.ii feel so apart.ii didn't even tok tuh hiim todayy.less dhen 10mins ii guess.ii dun reli feel the love dhere.junjie ask miie izzit eww reli love hiim or jux tryiinq tuh steadd wiith a malay.ii oso confused.ii dunnoe how tuh answer his question.ii reli feel sorry to sheevash.ii noe iit will hurt hiim badly.he been niice tuh miie,but ii tiink ii reli can't afford tuh habb hiis love at all.afterall he is a malay and ii noe we can't last,so wad for be together?school starting le,if ii gonna tell hiim all this,how am i going tuh face hiim??? ii triied tuh love hiim..but the feeling doesn't seems tuh biie dhere.some of my frens even sae wiie are norrt even compatible.ii tok tuh alicia todayy.and after tat eric came and tok tuh miie. hiie ask whether we still habb the chance.ii oso dunno.seeing hiim or hearing hiim,ii fell soft hearted.wanted tuh go back..but..ii dun wann sheevash tuh tink ii m a flirt-break wiith hiim and go back tuh my ex.ii jus wan tuh SHOUT out loud.ii am reli norrt use beingg wiith a MALAY.ii feel liike droppinq.not to noe any single things.HECKKARE everythiing.wiishiing tuh biie retarded for a few days.Eric is a nice guy.reli...thou he say break wiith me,but ii jus can't simply get off hiim from my mind.-do ii still love hiim?

Quek hong oso tell miie he liike miie.ii said nthh.dhen he ask miie whether i can be his gan-laopo.aiiyaa.ii anything.dhen now he is my gan laogong lerh.ii thiink..iif ii go bek tuh eriic,would everything be the same for us?

NOW ii jux wiish everthing tuh be peaceful tuh me.andd.ii am sorry sheevash.

][CONFUSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD][

=17.03.2007=
RACHEL

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
5:50 PM

爱死你了!!!!!!=]

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
11:16 PM

专属天使-
meaning full songg.
lurrved.

我不会怪你对我的伪装

天使在人间是该藏好翅膀

人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良

怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖

你总能平复我不安的夜晚

不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光

我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量

我一定也会像你一样飞翔

你想去的地方就是我的方向

有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现

我一定还在沉睡

绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使

唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个专属天使

我哪里还需要别的愿望

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:47 PM

todayy iis a tiiredd dayy ferr miie.woke up at 9-10am liidatt.(cuz ytrd veryy late slp-tok tuh my darlinq..heex)wakke up use the computer,eat breakfast,watch tv dhen waiit for his msgg.he woke up at 11.40am..so late..going tuh become PIG liiao lorr..

ii dhen talk tuh hiim on the fon till my aunt and uncle come to visit my grandmaa.heex.dhen ii went tuh buy bubble tea at woodland centre dhere.heex.rainingg.but still walk in the raiin.COOL.

come home bathe dhen went tuh sleep...7.30pm dhen wake up...haha.

aiyyaa,nth speciial todayy.jus a slacking and RELAXING dayy ferr miie.

so miis hiim.LOVE hiim ALORRRRT.=x

=16.03.2007=
RACHEL

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:52 PM

todayy go for dance AGAIN...BLRRR..3 dayys-veryy tiiriinqq derhh lorr.todayy ii reachh quiite earlyy.he sendd miie come.

haahaa...reachh skool quiite earliie.denn saw a gurl and mr sebastian.denn ii tot was hiis wiife.cheyy!!norrt hiis wiife.the dance endd at 12.30pm.ii wann tuh go talk tuh jessica--sayiinq her attitude SUX!!! bloddyy hell.her face iis givinqq miie a headache.][DAMN DISGUSTING][

afterr dance,he cam tuh sendd miie backk.reachh hme-mummiie was feeling irritatedd bcuz of her workk stuff.dhen she keep scoldinqq scoldinqqq.liike my fault.meii ask when wiie going out to parkwayy.mummie dhen sae-KEEP GOING OUT!!!!...ii relii get angryy liiao lorr-so ii replii-DON'T GO OUT LIAO LAH.STAY HOME.fcuk lorr.she herself not happy come blame miie.

meii dheyy all wann go playy roller blade again.ii brought dhem tuh our schh dhere.aiyaa.forgotten tuh bring moneyy out.dhen went back take money and come again tuh buy bubble tea.dhen went hme-saw downstairs got sell ice-cream.went hme,take money and come down buy.the weather was reli HOT.burning lorr my face.haiishh.liike red buttock monkey.dunno whiie maii right eyes dhere very prickyy paiin.=(

go hme,switch on the fan and blowwww.wahhh....cool.dhen fell asleep.sleep till 5.30pm liikedat-my godma woke miie up do some recorderr tiinging.BLRRRRRRR....dhen my cussiie came back home wiif her boiifrendd.cute siia...][SWEET COUPLE DHEY][

tiiredd.now wann go slp lerhh...nite nite..

TO HIME::
a gudd niite kiss ferr eww.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:18 PM

booohooohoo!!!.. haahaa.todayy woke up veryy earlii cuz got dance at 10am.siian...owaes dance.ytrd tok tuh jun jie on the fonn tiill veryy late.BLRRR.dyiing of tiiredness liiao.haahaa.

went to schh and mdm noraini told us today end at 12.30pm.wahh.ii was reli happy.heex.duuno whiie.denn he came tuh fetch miie hme.ii went hme wiith ayuniie oso.wiie found a $2 note and wiie go buy bubble tea---stuupidd ii noe.haahaa.but iit still satisfy we lorr.help myy cussies tuh buyy bubble tea oso.denn ii went hme.haahaa.denn go out ferr a while and came back.ii smsed hiime.cuz actually wanna see hiim playy soccer in schh...but he didn't reply so ii dunno whether he still in schh anorrt.siian.den meii and yang2 wanna go play roller blade.so ii bring dem go schh nearby derh vista park.he was down dhere as he jus finish playingg hiis soccer match,heard dhat dhey won.CONGRATZ.haahaa

den ii went vista buy waffle oreo as ii found $2 in my pocket.][lmao][...ii was reli hungryy lorr.ii ate a hotdog bun which ii buy iin schh for the whole dayy.denn i go hme.

nthh muchh tuh sae lerhh.but ii wanna sae-he is reli very nice.when ii need hiime,he will biie dhere for miie.THANKKEWW.i love eww darlinq.

=14.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
11:06 PM

todayy woke up at 7.30am.denn ii tot ii was late as ii habb dance at 9.00am.denn saw dadiie habenn wake up,so hiie sayy hiie fetchh miie tuh schh norr.haahaa.wahh.3 1/2 of dance lehh.tiiredd derh LOR.

reachh schh.dance was heldd at musiic room.warm up first den startedd danciinq.wiie did the fiirst calligraphyy.BLRRR.tiiredd.anyhow do.haahaa.denn wiie practice on the other dance step.MR.Sebastian wasn't quite happyy wiith our dance stepp,so hiie spliit us into groups and dance and askk others to comment on us.okkayy lahh.dhey liike dun dare tuhh comment liikedat.haiish..HONEST marhhs.

wiie oso diid friis-crow and other stuff."bone cancer"="ummhmm" was relii showiinqq off.YEEWWW.hate the siight if hers when she fliick her frinqqe orr side stare at ppl.honestly--veryy disgustinqq.haahaa.aiiyaa.dunn sayy bout herr.laterr pollute myy blog.haahaa.

afterr schh he came tuh fetchh miie,hiie bought a cup of oreo chocolate ferr miie.heex.so swiit erff hiime.haahaa.denn ii went hme andd mummiie tell miie tat myy fonn iis norrt readii yet.saddx.at bout 3.45pm,christopher came my 614 blk here to teachh miie chem hmewrk and physiic hmewrk.yeappiie.andd ii managedd tuh fiiniishh iit!!!yooohoo.

denn mummiie brought us hme as she niid tuh miit someone.ii went backk as tmrr gort dance.heex.before go hme,mummiie andd miie go collect myy fonn at 888.heex.ii so happy.ii miiss myy fonn soooo soooo muchh.nthh to sae lerhh.

=13.03.2007

chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:09 PM

todayy woke up at 5.45am.bath and OUT for schh.reach schh quiite earlii.andd jessica andd ii was the first one to reachh.siian.earlii morningg very tiiredd.haahaa.arondd 7am-more ppl cominq.
Mr heng was siick so hiie didn't come.so left Mr Cheng only.Mr Cheng got down from the cab andd kwok hwee went to open the door for him.--funny.

on the bus by 7.39am.wiie were late.ii and yoke yoke sit on the bus andd tok all the wayy until wiie reachedd ACJC.it was 8.38am when wiie reachh dhere.1HR bus...BLRRR.tiiredd.got down andd went iinsiide the schh.

The people dhere leadd us to the LT4 room where the talk is heldd dhere.the fiirst talk ii oledii TOTALLY BLURR-so ii guess the next few hours ii wiill biie shuttinqq downn.heex.at arnd 10.30am-wiie hadd our tea tiime.ii ate 2 plates of noodles,4 hot dogs and 4 fiishballs.iis "full" the lorr.ii oso diidn't realisedd tat my appetite iis so huge.

the fiirst talk was den held after thiis.iit was rather borinqq but when see all those dust produced by the stars were formed,iit is relii niice.liike MAGIC.halfway, wiie playedd "bingo".the secondd talk was oso okiie-okiie.iit talk about the building of spacecraft.dhen lunch tyiime lerrh.wiie hadd our chickenn riice.beeqi,yoke yoke andd miie nvrr eat as the queue was lonqq and wiie were norrt so hungryy oso.wiir bought drinks from the vendinq machine and siit down at the stadium nearby the entrance dhere and drink whie chattinqq oso.went in and saw Mr Cheng standinqq dhere lookinqq at the notice boardd.wiie tok tuh hiime...dhen went to the LT4 rm for the last talk.The last talk was REALLY siian.OMYGOD.ii sleep and sleep.heex.dhen fiiniish lerrh,wiie went bekk schh.hiie saiid hiie come schh and fetchh miie as hiie went fishinqq wiith hiis frens.

dhen ii took 900 bus andd went interchange annd took 903 bus to go hme.actuallyy ii wanna go collect myy fonn but the prsnn call up and sayy tmrr denn cann take..haiishh.siian..ii miss my fonn.den mummy askedd miie go back checkpoint hme cuz she want miie accompanyy my grandma as my mummy dhey all went msia cuz my grandpa hospitalized...sad lorr.

tmrr gorrt dance=whole bodyy paiin.dunn feel liike goinqqq.SIIAN ARHHHH...

=12.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:13 PM

todayy ii wake up late as it slept quite late last niites.=X haiish.wakke up dunno wadd to do.ii was relii perspirinqq.haahaa.made a cup of milo for myself to serve miie as breakfast.==poor miie.went tuh NTUC to buy 5kg riice wiith my cussiie=nicole.aunt cook porridge for us.the diishes were abit salty as my aunt put too many soya sauce..yeww..nvrrmiindd."有的吃是福"haahaa.

ii was gettinqq hotter after ii ate the porridge.ii took my bath and went to take my nap at aroundd 1pm.woke up at 6pm liidat.saw my cussies andd meii playingg jigsaw puzzle so joiin iin lorr.haahaa.

ii tiink ii neglectedd hiim ALORT.ii am awfullyy sryy bout tat.haiishh

eat KFC at niite....wahh.niice iis niice..but ltr fat lerhh not niice.heex.growingg fat liiao.sobx sobx.
tmrr niid to wake up at 5.45am as niid tuh reach sch by 7.15am.AHHH..tiiredd.holiidayy iis us liike sch dayy.BLRRR.dhenn tuesday,wednesday and thursday oso niid go sch for dance practice....SYF cominqq liiao tat's whiie.haiyoyoyoyo...
SLEEPYY DAY FOR MIIE.

=11.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:56 PM

todayy ii woke up at 7am.so tiiredd.denn ii went tuh my aunt hse.the whole dayy was reli siian.haiis.hiie went to dhu some CIP work.--donatinqq moneyy.haahaa.dhenn ii went tuh buyy bubble tea wiith maii cousiin.heex.hiie oso came.wahh.miss hiim siia.haahaa.

dhen hiie went hme andd tuh sembawang.dhenn ii sate at hme watch "花样少年少女" heex.niice.maii eyes poppingg out lorr.haahaa.

wantedd tuh take maii fonn.buddenn the prsnn sae on 12th march dhenn collect.FCUK.grrrr.ii miss maii fonn oso.=( YEAH!!! tmrr cann sms liiao.haahaa.gorrt free sms lerhh.haahaa.

at niite...hiie came hme and call miie up.ii went down tuh look for hiim.ii was bathingg and hiie told miie quick quick as hiie had tuh go hme.denn i rushh down wiithout telling my aunts.dhen my aunts came down andd look for miie.WAHH.gimmie a shock siia.haiishh..scare miie out of my WITS.===...-

hiie hadd tuh go out.ii tiink hiie iis angryy wiith miie.ii dunno whiie.haiishh....dunno wadd tuh sae.='(

endinqq here lerh.
ii am TIRED... =.=

=10.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:19 PM

aiiyaa..todayy gorrt sporrt heats.

afterr schh hiie sendd miie back hme wiith hiis fren andd dher steadd..heex.the fren andd the steadd soooo swiit.haahaa.aiiyaa.iit iis a no wonderr lorrh.so manyy monthhs liiao.=X

afterr ii went hme, my mummiie madde miie a sandwhich and a cup of milo.wahh.((veryy feww tyiimes she will liidatt)) dhenn ii went tuh take maii fonn but the prsnn sae still norrt okiie yett.sadd siia.mummiie sendd miie tuh the stadiium.ii was dhere veryy earlii.ii waiitedd ferr ayuniie.dhenn ii walkk iin wiith herr.hiie came laterr with hiis frenn.

ii took the 400m race.wahh...ii GORT fiirst!!! so paiisehh siia.sobxx sobxx.nvm.wadd cann ii do.ii brought DISGRACE tuh the class...OMYGOD!!!!=( wahh.before runninq,mr tan(PE teacher) came tuh scoldd miie.hiie sae ii nvrr go ferr PE andd come for sport heats.GOT WRONG MEH????? grrrrhhh....~#FCUK#~

dhen wiie went backk hme wiith hiis frens.wiie went tuh eat mcdonalds.funnie lorr hiis frens.haahaa.dhen miie andd hiim go to the blockk nearr SLPS.hiie use the chiilii sauce and squeeze a smilyy face onn dher chaiir.haahaa.

okkie.endd here lerhh.

=09.03.07=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
6:58 PM

haiish.wakke up whole bodii paiin paiin.denn so siian.(=.=)\\tiiredd.

go schh laterr denn usual.

1st periiod was chinese.aiiyaayaa.so siian.denn E maths..

1st recess hiie come findd miie oso.ii so paiisehh.dunno whiie.=D...denn ii saw my meii fren derhh korr.hiie keep smiilingg at miie.so funniie.haahaa.

aiiya.for the rest of the lesson was ALMOST borinqq tuh miie.2nd recess hiie came outsiide class tuh fiindd miie.denn crystalle went tuh take her A maths test.hiie was dhere talkinqq tuh miie.ii dunwann tuh make ii and hiis relatiionnshiip so obviious.iit relii seem weiird tuh miie tuhh have a steadd iin schh.

endd here lerr.tmrr gorrt sport heats.whole bodii paiin.dunn feel liike runninqq.haiiss...

went hme wiith ayuniie andd hiime as crystalle got choiir.heex.go hme,hiie kissed miie.haahaa.so paiisehh..2nd tyiime lerhh.OHMY....blushiinqq.
LOVE HIIM=

=08.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
4:48 PM

so siiann.. iin schh liike hell. hiie iis liike givinqq miie hiis attitudde.haiis.sadd.but iin the endd okkiie llerhh.

ii steadd wiithh hyiime.but..ii jux can't reli accept the fact that ii steadd wiith hyiime.am ii selfiishh??wadd am ii tiinkinqq ii oso dunno.haiis.

ii feel liike dyinqq now.DROWN as deep as possible.ii hate maiiselff AHHHHHHHH.

things jux aiin't riite iin wadd iit shld biie.haiish..

tiis frii iis our sport heats.ii dunn feel liike runninqq lorr.haiiyoyoyo.

maii harrt iis liike crampinqq..ii feel reli weak.

ii gorrt backk maii fonn llerh.repaiir hao liiao.quiite happii larhh.haiis.ii tot erff havinqq steadd whenn ii fiiniishh maii o level...but...ii oso dunnoe whiie ii steadd wiith hiime by breakinqq my promiise tuh maiiselff.well....ii noe tat ii will have no tyiime tuh accompanyy hiim.as ii relii wanna do well forr maii o levels.ii am relii afraiid ii couldn't accompanyy hiime.haiis.MY FAULT!!!!
endd.
contiinue whenn ii have more tuh sae.
__________________________________________________________
alah.fon was denn returnn backk tuh the shop.cuzz gorrt scratches denn mummy veryy angryy ask the prsnn tuh change a new one or not she iish goingg tuh sue the shop.wahh.BIG matter liidatt.actually iish jus a small small scratch...heex.dunnoe lahh.

go piiano...denn go backk maiiselff.tokk wiith hiime on the fonn.hiie injurredd hiis legg.aiiyya.so sadd.better takkaiire.haiis

okkies.endd lerhh
=07.03.2007=
baby rachel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
3:58 PM

haahaa.todayy ii reacchh schh at aboutt 6.50am.hiie liiedd tuhh miie sae hiie juxx wakke up.ii tot iit was real-but ii wasn't angryy cuzz iit iish hiis ownn choiice whetherr hiie wanna wake up latte anorrt.heex.whenn ii go buyy greenn tea andd peachh tea,ii saw hiim-realisinqq hiie LIED tuh miie.GRRR..haahaa.but okiie larhh.One erff maii frrenn askk miie ii steadd wiithh hiime ahh.haahaa.beinqq mistakkenn.

nvrr see hiime iin fiirstt recess.2nd recess stayyed iin class as crystalle niidd dhuu herr chinese hmewrk.denn heardd hiis frenn sae hiie iin siickkbayy.ii dunnno lahx.so ii wantedd tuh go downn andd see but hiie denn toldd miie hiie at musiic room.dunno hiie lyiinqq or wad..denn ii tiinkk the wayy hiie tokk tuhh miie madde miie feddup.haiis.

aftrr schh ii wennt tuh buy bubble tea wiith hiime onlyy.denn goinqq backk hiie wantedd tuh "kiss" miie but hiie askk miie WHERE.forr godd sake:thiis iis the fiirst tyiime ppl wann kiiss miie and ASK miie WHERE.haahaa.but iin the endd no.ii went backk schh den for dance.

Dance was reli fun todayy.ii dunnoe whiie.mayybiie teasiinqq the "umhmm"="bone cancer" lorr.haahaa.denn ii heardd one of the malayy giirl tell miie the other malay giirl was hiis ex.ii was relii confusedd.but ii diinn takke iit tuhh harrt.hiie waiitedd forr miie aftrr dance.ii askk hiime and fiirstly hiie sayy no.denn hiie admiit.haahaa.ii went tuh buy bubble tea agaiin..waiit so long..

sendinqq miie backk hme denn hiie kiiss miie.wahh.haahaa.HAPPY.hees.dunno whiie.but oso shyy shyy tmrr.haahaa.HECKKARRES.

reciivedd eriic's sms askkinqq miie wanna patch.i diin replyy hiis msgg at all.denn hiie told miie iit mayybiie a surpriise suddenlyy hiie wanna patchh.hiie denn told miie the reasonn.:ii tot liife would biie back to normal wiithout eww,but ii was wronqq.eww are alreadyy parrt of maii liife.: ii tot.iif eww relii love miie and treasure miie,eww won't have leave miie,hurtinqq miie.ii criied tat dae when hiie toldd miie hiie wanna brekk wiithout lettinqq miie noe..but hiie diin even relii care at tat tyiime.but noww,ii hiie noe ii liike anotherr guyy lle.but ii told hiime on the fon:whiie eww have tuh waiit tiill wiie breakk nearlyy for 1mth lerhh denn eww wanna patch.and ii toldd hiime wiie cann still biie frrenns.but ii niidd sumone who cann treasure andd lurrve miie all byiie hiis harrt.hiie once told miie beforre,but diid hiie???ii toldd hiim ii liike other ppl llerhh.andd ii tiink frmm hiis voiice,hiie liike cryyinqq liidatt.aiiyoyo.

endd here lerhh.
juxx very happy todayy.heex.
lurrved.

=06.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:17 PM

todayy go schh wiith quiite a happyy feeliingg.dunnoe whiie.>>heex.
durinnqq recess saw hyiime carryiinqq a PINK water-bottle with a "THE ANGEL BEAR" wiith hiim.OMG...haahaa.so funnyy.2nd recess-he came tuhh class.siit dere andd peii miie.heex.ahlahh..ii regrettedd for puttinqq maii class-tee with the numberr 28.GRRR...ii wann no: 05!!!!!

aftrr schh hiie sendd miie hme.walkk wiithh ayuniie but she wentt tuh take bus 901.denn ii go buyy bubble tea.heex. hiie carryy maii bagg ferr miie.wahh---niice.=) denn go hme happy happy.hohoho.

go hme-wann slpp.but...chat wiith hyiime on msn fiirst...blogg fiirst..LTR DEN SLP LA.heex..ii oso dunno wadd tuh sae lehh...shy.love hyiime...thou wiie norrt steadd lor...aiyyaa..HECKKARES.see hiim smile smile ii oso happyy liiao.MISS hiime..
juxx everyydayy wann quick quick niite tym cuzz cann see hiime next dayy iin schh.=)....LOVELOVELOVE hiime.

ii drraww derhh.niice??>>

wahh..wakke up relii veryy bad-temperr.haiish..my head iish reli hurtiinqq.dunnoe whiie.maybiie norrt enuff slpp.=(... noww see thiinggs liike veryy iiriitatedd.haiis..

fiiniishh eatiinqq denn washh plate den breakk the bowl.haiish... AHHHH...

=05.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
3:52 PM

todayy woke up at 5.05am.went to the temple at balestier. wakke up so early tuh go changge fate.aiiyaa.adults' beliefs.heex. went dher saw tis hong kong actor/singer-Su yong kang. took foto wiith hiime.. wahh..but better iif ish wu zun..heex.

went to AMK afterwardds. bought a kitty bagg.wahh so xiim tiia.ownn moneyy.heex.nvm..worth..heex.so tiiredd.come hme.go repaiir fonn denn go fiind hiime.heex.wahh.juxx siit downn andd tokk wiith hiim.dunno whiie hiie keep callinqq miie BOSS.aiiyo.ii dunn liike lars.=(... afterr tat bout 2pm, ii go buy eat for my siis den hiie helpp miie buy bubble tea.so niice.haahaa.hiie veryy cariinqq..swiit oso...but irriitatinqq.keep callinqq miie name....O'MY...

come hme--slp slp slp...denn wakke up.go my fourth aunt hse eat.but nvrr eat.no appetite liidat.siian...

YEAH....quiick quiick nite tym.cuz slp llerhh next dayy able tuh see hiime iin schh.hahahaa. edinqq here.

missinqq hiime every moment and sec.wahhh..

=04.03.2007= chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
5:56 PM

siiann.. todayy nthh tuh do.. stayy at hme... norrt feeliinqq well oso. hmmm.. cann''t gett tuh see hiim. maybie luvv siickk lorr. hees.

haiis.. todayy slp slp slp..like piigg lorrr.. siiann siia. dinner eat KFC..... blahh blahh blahh. tmrr have tuh wakke up at 5.3oam. AHHHHHHHH.

heardd hiim sae he bought a new fon-same model as miie....OMG......haahaa.ii wonderr hiie relii lurrves miie tat muchh arhx?? so lurrve hiim lor...

earlii morninqq say darlinqq tuh miie.heex..][SMILE][... AHHHHHH.... maii handphone spoil.dunno wadd reasonn siia.. so saddx. wanna go repaiir..but dunnoe whrr.must go till orchardd dhere.wah..wann maii lyiife ahs-so far.

hope tuh see hiim tmrr or mondayy.heex.. MISS HIM-LURRVE HIM...but ii am norrt goinqq to stead wiithh hiim yet.waiit till we are stable.

endinqq here llerh.

=03.03.2007=
chel

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
9:28 PM