Saturday, March 17, 2007
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" blogg... mother fcukerr. ii dun wiish tuh corr eww names and eww are the one hu startedd iit.ii diidn't giif eww "names" but wadd forr? yea..so wadd iif i am horny?!!??eww?! nth better.DESPERATE. ii reli wiish to giive eww a BIG tight slap.norrt onlii ii am against eww. dun ask miie look into the miirror lahh.. ii habb seen myself iin the mirror for 14yrs plus.ii tiink iit is tyiime for eww tuh look into the miirror.ii habb ppl liike eww jealous arh?sae larhh!!! iif ii habb a penis or wad eva, ii oso wun wanna fuck eww. reli lahh.ii am going tuh ask eww say sorry.eww the one hu started iit.the arrogant face of urs i reli cannort tahan.well.enuff all all thiis nonsense.. ii feel veryy fuck up now.
junjie todayy tell miie tat he like miie.OMG..askk miie whether he gorrt the chance anorrt.ii oso dunnoe how tuh answer hiim.dhen ii jux tok tuh hiim on the fon.ii realise dhere iis nth in common in miie and sheevash anymore.ii feel so apart.ii didn't even tok tuh hiim todayy.less dhen 10mins ii guess.ii dun reli feel the love dhere.junjie ask miie izzit eww reli love hiim or jux tryiinq tuh steadd wiith a malay.ii oso confused.ii dunnoe how tuh answer his question.ii reli feel sorry to sheevash.ii noe iit will hurt hiim badly.he been niice tuh miie,but ii tiink ii reli can't afford tuh habb hiis love at all.afterall he is a malay and ii noe we can't last,so wad for be together?school starting le,if ii gonna tell hiim all this,how am i going tuh face hiim??? ii triied tuh love hiim..but the feeling doesn't seems tuh biie dhere.some of my frens even sae wiie are norrt even compatible.ii tok tuh alicia todayy.and after tat eric came and tok tuh miie. hiie ask whether we still habb the chance.ii oso dunno.seeing hiim or hearing hiim,ii fell soft hearted.wanted tuh go back..but..ii dun wann sheevash tuh tink ii m a flirt-break wiith hiim and go back tuh my ex.ii jus wan tuh SHOUT out loud.ii am reli norrt use beingg wiith a MALAY.ii feel liike droppinq.not to noe any single things.HECKKARE everythiing.wiishiing tuh biie retarded for a few days.Eric is a nice guy.reli...thou he say break wiith me,but ii jus can't simply get off hiim from my mind.-do ii still love hiim?
Quek hong oso tell miie he liike miie.ii said nthh.dhen he ask miie whether i can be his gan-laopo.aiiyaa.ii anything.dhen now he is my gan laogong lerh.ii thiink..iif ii go bek tuh eriic,would everything be the same for us?
NOW ii jux wiish everthing tuh be peaceful tuh me.andd.ii am sorry sheevash.
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=17.03.2007=
RACHEL
❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
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