Sunday, May 27, 2007
mummyy went tuh msiia liiao,. dhenn leave me here iin singaporre. siian, she liied tuh me. cuz she sayy bringing me andd herman ][ dunno who?? mum sayy iis her friend's son][ tuh msiia so askk me come home before 5pm. andd dhen she dua me. when ii call her telling herr my ez-link lost, the line was msia. ii totally shock. knn.. nvr tell me she go msia liiao.FUCK.**
ealryy morning, mummy down dhere asking meii wanna jogg wiith herr. walao.. ii at there slpingg, and the volume of hers so irritating.. in the end i wake up. look at the clock, cheyy - 7.30am niia,. went backk slp till 9.30am liidat,.. by the time ii woke up, mummy went tuh kranji wiith daddyy..
bathe andd went out to meet kiinon. reachh causewayy at 10am. supposed tuh meet hiim at 10.30am, but was dhere earlyy.. waiit~~~ the weatherr was damn hot.. dhen he came, sweatingg. walk all the wayy from cwp tuh his blk. waiit for hiim tuh take things, dhen change clothes dhen wait for hiis sisterr. herr sisterr quiite chiio, summore skinnyy skinnyy derhh lurhh.. went tuh woodlands centre dhere..
at woodlands centre, we went up to the hawkerr centre bcuz he wanna buy something tuh drinkk. folo hiim up, dhere was this indian guy, dunnoe wadd happen, fall onto the fall on his headd and the floor liike shakingg liidat.. kinon sayy the indian retarded derhh.. askk me faster go,..
went tuh sengkang wiith hiim... went into the libraryy and stayy dhere awhiile,,, hiis 2 frens came... kiinon went tuh cut hiis haiir, dhen hiis frens andd ii went out andd theyy smoke downn dhere. offerredd me, but ii rejectedd.. quit smokkinqq bcuzz of hiim. =p some more ii am not a heavy smoker.
dhen they went arcade andd went KFC eat,.. ii siian siian downn dhere.. kiinon dhen sendd me backk tuh the bus stop... he noes ii am boredd, so he askked me go first... went backk woodlands andd meet hiim.. thot he alone, but there was peishan. folo by hussein. shagg.. ii at there dunoe whether go home better or stayy.?? iin the endd ii stayyed. ii at there liike a mute, nvrr talk. stare at things onlyy. shahrul keep askinqq me whyy andd ii just shook myy headd. the reason iis ii just wanna talk tuh hiim alone, but not wiith otherr ppl oso. he just can't get myy miind/iidea.. theyy went tuh admiralty dhere andd buy bubble tea.. ii wen tuh the toilet telling myslef: " yoo standd dhere andd watch like a idiot, might as well go home andd slp. standd dhere liike statue.. he doesn't even care. but tuh play and play.. dun even noe he still likes me not" dunnoe whyy, dhen ii startedd cryingg, toldd hiim tuh go fiirst, ii am goingg home. he sayy dunwann, andd askked me come out. well, see them play bball. ii did not wann tuh joiin iin as ii dunnoe how tuh playy.. stupiid. see them playy ii oso laughh. iit was funnyy.
went ackk tuh the RC andd sat down dhere. he andd hiis frens. ii nth tuh do. iin the endd he hadd tuh go playy soccerr andd ii went backk home. took cabby home. ii smsedd hiim sayiing that ii shldn't have cling onto hiim so tightly. iit iis hard for hiim and me. well, if he dun like me, dunn treatt me that good yars? makingg me getting wrong ideas. in the first place ii saiid breakk andd ii just turnn backk tuh hiim agaiin.. ii shldn't have done that..
now all ii wantedd iis hiim tuh noe tat ii relii love hiim... but he seems not tuh understandd andd care. whyy??!! iif he doesn't wanna turn backk by 7 of june, ii totally giive up lerhh.. not ii breakk my promise. but just dunnwanna waiit anyymore.. dunn wann tuh findd a new one== LYIFE SUX! LOVE SUX! ][ onlyy when he come backks, love rox][
❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
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