Monday, May 21, 2007
schoolingg as usual. wake up look at myy house andd iit iis damn cleann. mummy spendd the whole niite doinq housework. dhen me lehs?? hees. slpinqq liike a piig iin myy bedd.
went tuh sch as per normal. playy scissors paper stone with jaslyn, chiwawa, crystalle, yuniie andd alorrt more. cuzz ii thiinkinqq shouldd ii buyy bdayy present for hiim?? as he birhdayy reachinqq. hmmm...
afterr 2nd recess, went back for english. siian lurhh englishh. dhen go hall for wad spellinqq bee. dunno wadd iis that oso.haahaa. a english spelling competition. well, ii heardd that chiuhwa gorrt the 1st runner up. CONGRATZ. diin noe cuz ayuniie, crysatlle and i went to the class room. talk scaryy things.- just to scare ourselves. actually the main reason is goinqq to fiind hiim tuh askk hiim / talk clearly bout somethingg. but iin the endd, ii just realisedd thatt iit was myy problemm whichh ii diid not ask ppl well. MY FAULT.. =XX but ii guess iit was worthwhile, as ii can reli make clear myy feelinqqs for hiim. =P
went iinto 4T2 class dhen diin go for a maths class. askk hiim alorrt of thiinggs but he just nod or just look down.. well, ayuniie sayy ii shoutedd veryy loudd. DID II??? hees. dhen ayuniie oso sayy that some malay ppl oso sayy that the prsn iis just infront of me andd niid tuh shout mehs? OH GOSH.... ii dun liike shoutiinqq, make me feel malu and for hiim oso. but he just simplyy act like a mute or a deaf one. oh boy, saying: ii don't love you ANYMORE so diifficult mehs?? dhen i ask hiim tuh sayy he dunn like me liiao. he dhen keep quiiet. aiyoyoyo. but he sayy that he like me as a friendd andd he doesn't hate me. okayy. ii accept. jus say: don't love me liiao... well, iin the endd he saiid iit. WELL DONE. andd ii feel much more lighterr. ii walk off and he bang hiis legg on the door. haiiyoyo. ii wun do foolishh things. iif ii diie how am ii goiing tuh wait??!!!
thiis is the first tyime ii throw myy fon. ii could norrt bear to. myy fon ii just throw, just feel angryy. he saiid iit. ii okayy wiith iit. but ii still waiit. iif ii diie, how am ii goinqq tuh waiit? he keep sayinqq iit was me who wantedd tuh endd iit, yaa.he was riight. i agree. but told you: REGRETTED!!
leadiinq a new liife. stayiinq single... but ii relii waiit even thou he dun believe. fiine wiith me.. shiqi & jess: ii wiill believe wadd yoo all sayy tuh me :: TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING. ii believe iit too.=)
❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
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