Thursday, May 24, 2007
todayy actually suppose to go to mushroom farm budden dunnoe whyy go to RSAF andd changi chapel... all bout historyy. ewww. =P so sad, elnaa nvrr come schh.. haiisx.
went backk schh andd gorrt the " woodgrove idol".. elnaa did not come so ii helped herr tuh video down the concert. hees. there is this gurl gorrt the first. but dun likke her cuzz she call ppl names. haiis... fat summore.haahaa, but her singing was wonderful.. high pitchh. actually ii shld say: SO??? even iif yoo have a good voice, but your character sux lurhh.look iinto te miirrorr andd see for your size... hees.
went home at 3pm. went tuh sendd the videos to hussein so that elnaa cann see. dhen saw hiim when coming out of the toilet. we act as if nvrr see eachh otherr. but to me, ii feel quiite happy.hees. dunnoe whyy. so went home wiith stalle, and ayuniie. walked backk and saw hiim wiith hussein. but oso act as if nvrr see hiim. whyy secretly loving someone iis so sufferringg??
dhen went home onliine andd he oso gorrt onliine. he talk tuh me asking who iis the 23rd mayy.. seems liike he cares. but actuallyy iit was onlyy ytrdd date.heehee... but happy when he talks tuh me. =P ii keep smilingg tuh myself liike one idiot. mummy oso findd me weiirdd whyy ii so hyper active todayy.. ii gorrt 32 for class position. ii toldd her that actually ii made improvement. cuz actual ranking was ii was in the position of 36 last yr. =P managedd tuh get a smile from mum.haahaa. dhen he startedd tuh askk me some questionns. but just asking myself, are we going tuh get back together, when last tyime he told me it was impossible for us to be tuhgeherr anyymore?
ii askedd bcuz he askked me whether do ii mind his parents comtrolling hiim... err. iis that a hiint?? dhen he sayy wanna meet me. but ii couldn't cuz helpinqq mum... suchh a waste.. saddx.
afterr helpinqq mum went tuh NTUC. actually wanna meet hiim but he sayy he could not. so ii went home afterr that. he actually sayy wanna gimme something, but nvrr get tuh see hiim. so dunnoe wadd- curiious.
thiis sat going for the channel u programme.. hees. quiite happy actuallyy. but not as the "important" role. quiite sadd. but keith askked me to do myy best for this programme so that nxt tyime got anyy show, thay will ask me go.
I JUST WANNA LOVE HIIM AND BE WIITH HIIM. =) if there is a chance, ii wanna giive hiim all myy love.<33
❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
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