Sunday, May 20, 2007
wake up earlyy morninqq tuh go causeway point to meet those TCP ppl. there was shawn, yongming, junhong, marcus, dex, gary, jade, shiying, kaile, shiqi, xianhuan and me. went tuh republic poly tuh film. after filminqq was arndd 12pm. met christopher andd he gave me chocs- kinda brueno. =P
went tuh somerset to orchard andd we hadd our luchh dhere. jade andd ii hadd korean food forr luchh.. okay larhh. norrt relii dhat niice. overall quiite siian lurhh.=p but fun at tiimes.
walk all the wayy from dhere tuh marina square and to a place call dunnoe wadd bridge andd hadd foto takinqqs dhere. iit was windyy but hot too..
went backk tuh marina square by WALKING agaiin and eat. dhen awhiile, ii went home to woodlands. in the MRT, got thiis uncle came andd standd besiide me andd talk to me. hthe weirdd thing iis he noe how old ii am. exactly 15.haahaa. but iit was disgusting. staredd at me likke pervert. dhen keep talkinqq sayy wad: 12 yrs old gurl kena spike pills iin theiir drinks andd all sorrt. jus listen tuh hiim tok crapp andd nodd my head. haiiyo.dhen got one seat, he ask me siit downn. dunn thiink ii am stupiidd, iif siit down, confirm will see myy insiide. ii have a braiin okayys??!!! dhen ii toldd the uncle no and ask hiim to siit. he sayy cannort as he had cuts on his leg cannot siit. the worse thing iis he even pull up hiis pants and show me the cut. GOSH. yoo noe how disgusting?? dhen got this chinese guy keep lookinqq at me. yaa.he ask me tuh stand over to his side. dhen ii went over. thnks to him.=) but at that tyiime ii was just thinkinqq bout shahrul. but reli, if one day ii see him again, ii relii wanna thnks hiim for gettingg riid of that uncle. the chinese guy got down at Ang Mo Kio. the uncle was still smlinqq at me, andd ii got down at admiralty.
when down at control station, chengyuan call. dhen he say he is able tuh send me home. dhen ii went to the bus stop dhere andd he took me home iin hiis car.=) well, thnks cheng yuan.. ii no niid take bus home. or norrt veryy late liiao.=P
ytrd and todayy whole dayy nvrr msg shahrul. haiis. but ii love hiim even thou he dunn like me.
on the way to filminq, shiqi gorrt tell me that waiit iis waiit, let time prove everything. but life carrys on. when he is your mr right, you two will be back together. but bcuz he is not, that's why you will break as you are meeting your real mr right. she oso say, god made our fate. who are we with are oledi fatedd tuh be. =) well, iit iis kinda riight. thnks shiqi. but ii relii still wanna waiit for him.
hadd a dreamm last niite. dreamt that shahrul called me andd sayy sorryy. ii was havingg lesson at that tiime so couldn't ask whyy. so iinn the dream ii told hiim ii'll meet hiim behiind his class. but ii stiill dunnoe whyy he sayy sorryy. wadd does the dream tells?? ii am eagerr to know.
sorry bcuz he likedd another gurl?
sorry bcuz he hadd made me upset andd wanna patchh backk???
hope iis the 2nd one,. =xx
ii ratherr norrt tuh wake up as ii can see hiim. even thou iin myy dreams.
][ honestly, before sleepinq ytrd, ii keep sayiinqq hiis name so that ii can slp.][
dreams give us hints. hope that the dream ii made iis a good one.
pray that he wun't findd another gurl, but after hiis N level, ii can still be wiith hiim. =)
II WAIIT.trulyy waiit for him.=))
❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
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