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well, who doesn't want a life.? a simple andd realistic liife. iie hadd been dreaminqq forhh the past 2-3mths, where iie still dunnoe wadd the hell iie am thinkinqq. GOSHH. seeiinqq uue lookinqq so happy, iie guess uue are doiinq fiine. well, miie.? iie hadd a person who love miie alorrt, but iie just can't to accept the love orff hiis bcus iie hadd uue ALWAYS on myy miindd..

whyy do uue habb to appear iin my lyiife.?!! uue can easilyy forget miie, but iie can't. iie am tryiinqq real hardd tuh love that person, but myy hart iis always thinkinqq bout U. fcukk. iie don't even noe myself anymore.

iie noe dhat wadd iie have to do now iis studyy damn fcukinqq hard forhh my end of yr. iie hope that forhh ur N lvls uue will be doiinqq great.=) good forr uue, andd myy best wiishes. =D

DON'T see uue iis the best remedy to FORGET uue. iie wiill learn to.

iie hurt uue, andd uue hurt miie backk.. iie noe uue feel GREAT.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
4:14 PM

todayy iis just a unhappy day forhh miie. whiies.? wadd diid iie do.?
iis thiis ur way of revenge, sorry, to uue iis a "happy" endiinqq,
but to miie iit iis NOT. please laah. iif from the beginning uue don love miie,
what forhh uue ask forhh patch andd make miie smile for this stupiidd few hours.?
iie understandd wadd uue tryyinqq iin the msgg, but how does iit relate to the love ii hadd.?
iie nvr tot of hurtinqq uue agaiin, but thiis tyiime uue did hurt miie. well, uue should reli feel "happy".
iie noe. uue mayy feel nothinqq anyywayy.. iie feel liike cryiinqq.
the feeliinqq was liike how iit was when iie first lost uue,
andd now iit iis cominqq backk agaiin..
iie just learn to face the reality dhat iie hadd lost uue,
andd when iie got uue backk, uue left agaiin.
don toy myy feeliinqqs cann.?
iie trutly waitedd forhh uue forhh 2mths 12days.
even thou iie diid have steadd iin between, but myy harrt was always wiith uue.
those promises was all FAKE.
how am iie goiingg to forgive && forget,
where iie am relii deeply sadd forhh the 2nd tyiime.?
iie just wanna endd my liife. dhat's me.
myy worldd consist of uue, onlyy uue,
uue chose to left agaiin,
andd my world iis collapsiingg.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:03 PM

nite, talk on the fon wiith shahrul,.?? ehhs. nothinqq actuallyy, fiind iit weiirdd.

iie wonder iis he tryiinqq to fool miie or not. hais. iie am totally confused.

A maths test todayy, andd iie am VERY sure iie am goingg tuh faiil,/
iie dun even understand the topic AT ALL. whiie am ie so DUMB.??!!

wanna studyy harrd,, but nothinqq goes iinto myy miindd,
miindd iis just full of SHAHRUL words.. wad the hell rachel uue rre doiinqq.!!

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
9:40 PM

ytrdd went out wiith stalle after school.went home habb a change andd took cabby down to Pasir Ris.. went to hanwei house andd waiit for stalle to change all thiis. dhen took cabb down to Paya Lebar - City Plaza dhere to fiind juncai, hanwei, severin andd wei ming.theyy were playinqq billardd.

there was thiis liittle kiid-hanquan. he is so damn cute but rude at tyiimes.hehee. wiill miiss hiim lorrts. he run here andd dhere, andd liike to say "walao".. he iis just simplyy a 6yrs old kiid lurhh.. omg.. but iie piity hiim, he live iin quiite a bad environment.but he iis intelligent. will miiss hiim,heehee.

dhen iit was botak's biirthdayy.. went for barbeque at elias green dhere derh condo. nth muchh lurhh.. went to take cabb. iie andd juncai took cab, weiming,crystalle andd hanwei took another cabb. goiing diiferent ways. went juncai home. hiis home iis clean,. =) hiis mummy was friendly. keep askiinqq me sit sit, ask me whether iie eat dinner liiao marhs.heehee.

awhiile, iie went home takinqq cab.. juncaii gave miie moneyy, but iie refused, but iin the endd took iit. went home andd was super tiredd. kissiingg myy pillow andd dream.=)

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
10:59 AM

shldd iie be happy forrhh wadd happen todayy?? iie thiink iie shldd.cuz now dhen iie noe wadd he thiinks loh!! heehee. iie noe ppl out dhere care && love me, iie don thiink iie niid hiim,.. keke.

god sake, those ppl just can't grow up,.. iie pity them. not iie want to sayy, iit iis myy matter andd sheevash matter, they come iin forrhh?? alahh.. theyy iin groupp so? cowardiies. =) anyythinqq not happy, iie don't mindd uue come andd tell miie straiight,..

woohoo, went out wiith a guyy todayy.. we went to watchh mooviie-harry potter. dhen we hadd our diiner-mc donalds. we are damn full. keke.

earlyy slp toniite.=) cheers for iie habb given up totally on hiime. iie lost one friend but iie gaiin freedom.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
9:17 PM

endd schh at 1.45pm... earliier byy 2 periodds. heehee.. errr. went home. actually goin jessica's hse do project, but iin the endd nvrr, cuzz some not free. best oso. heehee.

tmrr goiing watch moviie, so after schh must rushh home & changge.=)

quite happy overall.=) depending tmr.. =))
ask shahrul to help me take fotos, iin the endd iit was hussien.?..??, alrytes. anyythiqq, as long iie get my foto.=)

nites.

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:31 PM

LIBRA - WOMEN

If you were born between September 23rd and October 23rd, you are a Libra - Woman.

Physical Appearance
Of all the signs, Libra has the maximum share of beautiful women. You are tall with a proportional body. Your limbs are slender but strong. You are attractive, graceful and courteous.

Mental Attitude
You are a levelheaded person. With your fruitful imagination and intellectual capacity you successfully win over the hearts. On the negative side, you are a nagger. You may have negative thoughts and often this may leads to strong depressions.

General Nature
You posses some supreme power in yourself. Use it for some constructive purpose.
Libran's have a spiritual bent of mind. Quite close to peace and harmony. Evade getting into unnecessary troubles. Never intend to hurt the feelings of others and therefore, is famous in the group.
Trading is the natural vocation for you. You will earn lots of money and fame & will play in profits.
You are quite lazy in your life and believe in one sided relationship, where you become a looser and people at the next door gains.

Health
Libran females do not have a well-developed immunity system. Infectious of various kinds will trouble you through out the life. Kidneys, lever and uterus are some of the weak areas for Libra born.

Money
Due to very good business sense you will play in profits. Your needs will also be substantially more than ordinary females. So you will earn and spend it as well. Will be able to make some valuable assets in your life time.

Romance and Sex Life
You are of a cheerful and adjustable nature. You will dress very well and will give a lot of the heed to perfumes you use and the surroundings you are in. This makes you very attractive to the opposite sex.
Libra women are experts in conversation and you like to talk a lot. You can talk effectively about anything under the sun. The idea of romance in your mind includes a lot of talking.
You have a very strong need of company of the opposite sex. Hence, you will be prepared to be a bit out of way to get the man which pleases your eye.
You are full of romantic blues therefore, fail to see the real qualities initially and may repent later on.
Either you are a sincere lover who will marry the same guy whom you have liked too or your parents might have chosen. Or you are fun loving changeable lover-who will try to trap every male that suits your eye. As it is very difficult for males to resist you, you may have number of short affairs.
Small of the back and buttocks are the hot spots for you.

Marriage
Your deep desire for companionship may lead in early marriage. In your home life, you will tend to be very nice and peace loving. You can create a home which is glamorous and at the same time comfortable.
You are tactful, thus, you wount let any inter-personnal tension in your family. You are always successful in keeping your surroundings happy and cheerful.
You can plan the finances of your house in such a manner that all have enough and you can save too, especially for short trips to beautiful places.

Ideal Match
Leo, Gemini and Aquarius born are best suitable for you.

Caution
You spend beyond from your means on luxuries things and thus, may face financial problems later on.

You cherish pleasure in your life, and this may also ruin you in the long run.
You may develop an attitude where you covet other's to go out of their ways and help you. While you are never prepared to take any pains. This can lead to problems with all whom you deal with and may cause frustration and depressions to you.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colors
Sunday, Monday, Wednesday & Saturday are lucky days for you. Your lucky numbers are:- 1, 2, 4 and 7. And lucky color's are:- White, Red & Orange.

Recommended Gemstones
Blue Sapphire and Diamond are the lucky gemstones for you. The gem that you wear should have a vibrant aura and should never been used before. The weight of the gemstone shall be decided as per your body weight and age.

hope iit iis true.. heheee.=) ideal match = gemini.. =p

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
3:38 PM

managedd to finishh the whole episode for "it started with a kiss" within 3 dayys. heehee. thiis show realyy joy up myy feelinqqs. =) winks~

woah.. iie fiindd that thiis show iis hilarious andd oso quite realistic in lyife, && iit just wun happenn iin singapore anyywayy.. the male character is good lookinqq && he's a total genius.. iif iie could just fiind someone liike hiim,, OMG.. iit would be a bless. well,, onlyy a stupiid thinkiinqq. thiis show taught me somethinqq iin the endd. - love someone without giving up, time prove && actions prove too, iin the endd the person might fall backk iin love with uue.=)
wahh.. iie was thinkinqq iif iie could like the female character && like shahrul ferhh 6yrs??!! heehee.=p toopiidd.

iin the endd their weddinqq was cute. should watch.. iie like the way when another guy proposed to the female characterr. super romantic. but the gurl just dun habb feelinqq for that guyy. poor thingg. but she iin the endd together wiith the guy she waiited 6yrs for. hmmm.. when would iit be me.?? xixi. ][jokinqq][.

the male character finally confessed his love for the female character

their cute && funny weddinqq. =)

SO SWEET~~

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
4:10 PM

went skuel todayy.. haiiyaa. feel liike first dayy erff skuel. heehee. after skuel, went straight backk home andd watch "it started with a kiss" till 25th episode. woohoo!!! 5 more episode to the END... JIAYOU..
wahh.. iin the show iie damn envyy erff "xiang qin".. she cann liive wiith the personn she love, && piick up the courage to tell the guy-"zhi shu" dhat she liike hiim.. even show how much she love hiim forr 5years. yeaa. zhi shu like herr buddhen nvrr sayy. oh my god!! maybbe iie cann be just dreaminqq that iie am xiang qin. she iis so blessedd. ARGHH!! how iie wiish erhh guyy dhatt iie love wouldd pop up && come iinto myy lyiife. heehee. buddhen, guess oso noe who the guyy iie wantedd lurhh.. haiishh..

tiredd. tata

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
7:32 PM

haiis.. love hiime alot tiill now,

can''t hiie siimplyy understandd wadd ii am thiinkiinqq. haiis.. =(

2 days nvr go skuel. fun.!~

haahaa.bet dhat homework wiith be alorrt. miiss hiim.. takingg myiie love forr grantedd.
the wordds he saiid iin friendsttr's shoutout, is iit myy own thinkinq that he iish sayinqq miie, do wadeva ii wan, nobody cares.

feel damn asshole. ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
1:37 PM

well, break wiith eriic liiao. he asked for break=D bcus of real some stupiid reasons. actually iie thiink maybe we are just not fatedd tuh be tuhgetherr. heehee

myy harrt just siimplyy liike shahrul. after so many days liiao, the feelingg iis just gone abit onlyy. buddhen iie just feel liike waiitinqq for hiime. iie mayy seems stupiid.. but dunnoe whiie iit iis just worth iit. winks~

ii am numb bout love alreadyy.. everthingg iis likke messed up. lyife iis jus so s h i t. confusedd miind.. iie love shahrul alort.. dunoe whiie.. hiie can't giive us a chance, but iie continue tuhh lurve hiim. =D

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
3:37 PM

well, patchh backk wiith eriic. hmm.. ii guess ii would be serious this tyiime.

waittinqq for shahrul iis not the best thinqq when he got hiis love one alreadyy.

lyingg deadd on bedd thinkinqq of hiim.=D he seems mooddyy on the phone.. ii haddn't see ppl moodyy for longg tiime. ever siince that, ppl hadd enn coaxinqq miie whenever ii am sadd..woohoo.. promise will make hiim happy. without shahrul, ii guess ii cud biie equally happy.. had hiim, enough liiao.

our story- 03072007

❥爱你无要求;
unpredictable love
8:59 PM